My biggest worry right now is my living situation. We have to sell the house. Right now we both technically live here, although he comes home maybe twice a week to shower and occasionally wash clothes. Maybe he sleeps here one night a week. He's been sleeping on the couch for over a year so this part has very little effect on me. I prefer him not to be here because he is very disruptive. Suddenly there are dirty socks and smelly smokey clothing and wet towels all over the place.
Anyway, I have never lived alone and I'm kinda excited about it. Technically, I won't be alone because of the kids, but I've never been the only adult. I got married at 19 to my first husband. When he and I separated, I moved in with the padres for awhile until I got a job and could afford to buy a house. By then I had already met husband #2 so when I bought the house, we moved in together.
I'm excited and terrified. The housing market sucks and what if we don't make any money on the house? What if I can't afford some place in a good neighborhood? So many things to worry about!
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