|Little House on the Hill, Paul Corfield|
I'm a pretty upbeat person and having to talk about it is such a downer. I was discussing things with Step-Dad and he was not really listening but more telling me what I should be doing. I should be trying to keep the house (uh, hello? I can't afford it on my own? It's too big to maintain on my own?), he says. I don't want to keep the house. I want to cut everything having to do with our life together out because that life doesn't exist anymore.