Sunday, August 29, 2010
Thoughts Before Dawn: Reasons Why
Today is a new day. I let myself get down yesterday, but today is a new day. The children are scattering today to different places and I think I'll have a rare few hours to myself. This morning I've got to do a little cleaning. Yesterday I accomplished nothing at all. Today will be busy playing catch up.
When I woke up this morning he wasn't home. This is totally expected now. He does not come home. I don't want him here so this is fine by me, but I struggle to wrap my head around a father with no sense of responsibility. Sometimes I think I would benefit from some counseling but I feel like I have a pretty solid grasp of what my own issues are. I would want a psychologist to explain what is going on with him. Having a reason why might help everyone. I think I'm just going to have to make peace with the fact that there may never be a why.